CHineSe NEw Year!!

Sorry for the late updates on my little blog here...bz collecting ang pau la, no time to update! forgive me k...i'm sure everyone oso bz collecting ang pau, no time to read my blog la right? let's see....wat have been going on lately? erm.....Chinese new year!!! chinese new year!!! chinese new year!!! woohoo......!!!!! New Year eve, i went to the curve with my dad just for the fun of it, as we had nothing else to do but wait to eat at night....haha! then by night, dinner time with all family members! yummy foods on the round table, eat and eat and eat and eat!!! until 9+, then play firecracker, which is actually not allowed in anywhere at anytime, but.....hahaha! then danny and i called yun hsi and kar mun over to join us....until 10, we played blackjack......haha, here's where the fun began.....won 20bucks!!! woohoo......then bersurai! everyone balik rumah.....grandma and i got to clean up the mess....clean halfway watch tv...haha. slept at 1.30am......!

::First day of New Year::
woke up at 8.30 when i received a sms, went back to sleep till 10.30am, sudeenly heard cousin saying gong hei fatt choi!! thought everyone came edi, faster get up n rush into the toilet and take a shower and get dress.....haha!! then take angpau!!! and ang pau and more ang pau!! muahahaha.....then we play cards again, won some more.....then went to hui peng's hse, play again, this time i really won big money!! double the amount, so total up i won 50bucks+....hahahaha!!! then went home and take a nap before we go aunt and danny's hse at nite....at night, we went to aunt's hse which was so boring, nth to do one....after that went to danny's hse, we plan to play one more game of blackjack there but everyone was so into the tv, showing new police story! hahahaa but we still play...and watch until 11 then only we went home....haha. end of the day!

::Second day::
nth much happen yesterday, woke up at 10.30 oso...hahaha, then do nth till noon...then dad came to pick me up balik rumah, then eat again.....hahaha!!! then at night went for dinner then watch Jet Li's new movie, Fearless.....not bad.....the end! then came home online till 12-1, then sleep!!!

::Today::
Bored, bored, bored, bored, bored!!!! no where to go, nth to do....thats why so free to write blog....and oso chatting with a mad girl name Kar Mun, going to laura's hse tomorrow...yeepee!! Dpa is in MV watching fearless.....haha, jojo, dunno somewhere....yun hsi, sick at home.....haha! ok ppl.....gtg! bye...

*Thank God i'm not so sick edi, or else wat oso cannot eat....hahaha!!

break down..

The day before yesterday, i said that i was feeling kinda sick, guess wat? I am already sick, and i hate it!! Espeacially if it's fever....i knew i wasnt feeling right already when jolyne call me back the other nite, next thing u noe....when i woke up in the morning, i couldn't even stand properly, as if i was going to faint edi, and my head was so pain...then went to skul, couldn't stand it at that time, so i took a nap for a while, then went for duty...then after duty we had a short fall in, sitting inside the prefects room i feel so sick! all i wanted at that time was to go back to class...back in class, i was feeling fine for a while, not fine for a while...wat the hack was wrong!! Suddenly my fever was gone...then later came back again..haih! still felt ok when i was in skul, after lunch i came home, straight away went to bed....didnt even go for tuition, i slept for 3hours and no changes was being made, and my body seem to be hotter than i was in skul....haih!! damn sick edi, still got to go puay chai to pick up my cousin, cuz aunt was stuck in the jam. came home had my dinner, wanted to sleep edi but then still got moral to do, wat the hell!! then do halfway, cannot take it already, really have to sleep..decided not to go to skul tomorrow, i slept at 8.30, woke up at 10+, then when back to sleep again until 12, so decided to come down to do my moral work and oso write my little blog here....ok, time for moral...bye ppl, hope so i'll recover very soon....i wanna celebrate NEW YEAR!!!

*Happy Burfday to Theo, may God bless u in everything u do!!*

tired, pain ....arrr...

Yesterday's badminton game was damm nice!! but to pay for it...i'm having muscle pain everywhere except for my legs....haha, most of my friends are having leg pain, only i sesat body pain....cannot even laugh...damm pain if i laugh, but impossible if i dont laugh....so tahan sakit only la! haih....nth much happen in class today, we had BM..see the teacher only wanna sleep edi...then Mod Math then EST, Mahendran didn't come in...after that, RECESS!! I was so hungry edi....but still have to do duty first, later on only makan....then dunno which fella tell me that Manjeet is not coming in to class, she didnt la for the two period, but then she came in AFTER her period...haha, so we said hi to her, then BYE...haha, soon after that we had the Con Man class, which is Add Math....Faizal was making me confused, understand turn to not understand....haih then we had chemistry! experiment! then skul ended at 1.45pm, wan pin wanted to see all of us, but he didnt tell us that it's a COH meeting, so ppl got blur...normal la....hahaha!!! went home around 2+, Yun Hsi wasn't in a mood...haih, if he continue to be like this everyday, all of us can die edi....then went online, saw deepa online....WOW!! thats smtg u dont see ina million years....haha, then went to take a nap around 4 i think, told dpa i was going to sleep...then dunno wat time, deepa called the hse, guess wat she said, Yeang Shin, wake up...dont sleep, walk to ur com, and send me the campfire minit...i was like wat the hell!!! after that went back to sleep until 6 i think...luckily i get to go back to sleep or else she's gonna get it from me.. feeling kinda sick edi...haih!!! then it was raining edi, why ppl like to msg or call me whenever i wanna sleep, or sleeping?? grrrr!! then went out with yun hsi to theo's hse to take the akaun book, dunno why so baik hati follow him all the way to theo's hse, it was raining some more! of cos we got umbrella, but why so stupid follow...haih, then came home makan! then nth much happen edi...goodnite to the world...see u guys tomorrow again!!

Cross Country...

today we had cross country in skool.....damm semangat to win for my hse, reached skul at 7, haven even have breakfast got to carry boxes of water edi...but of cos, i didn't carry all by myself, can die man like that! haven run die edi...hahaha, then we started at 8+ i think, run until wat time, i dunno, wasn't wearing a watch...cheng jin conned me! he lie to me saying that maybe i cant even get number 7 edi, but when i reach skool......i got number 4...muahahaha!! sound so evil....hua wen got number 8, didnt know she can run that fast...haha, then alena got number 10, kar mun got 11, jojo got 12 adn deepa got 15....actually jojo got 10 but because she forgotten to take her number, she got 12...she was complaining the whole time saying ale and kar mun took her number...haha. then after that we, prefects have to shift the prefect room to bilik penyelia petang, damm tired after running ask ppl to shift this and that...haih..then jojo's parent came aroung 12.30, i think...didnt wear watch today...dunno nuts about the time...after we had lunch in sentosa, we were asking deepa, how come she run so slow wan...? zebra are from the jungle, they should be able to run faster than us, haha...then i said, must be hyena haven been chasing her for few months already, no more stamina...haha! then came home, after shower went out to the flat to help aunt do the kuih....after an hour, felt sleepy then came home...sleep till 7...haha, went out for supper with daddy around 10, then came home and sit in front of the com till now! sometimes in life, we cant always have wat we want..so accept the fact bout that, ok, i gtg to bed edi...waking up early 2moro for badminton!! yeepee....at last i get to go...!! bye ppl...

all in one day....

Lets just say that we can never run away from problems, once u finish with this, there will be another one very soon, lets make it as an obstacle to us and not trouble.....In the morning, i didnt really know wat was i doing....i just couldnt think of wat am i suppose to do, i was doing my duty without any direction...because of yesterday and i was kinda pissed at jolyne, dont ask why....but after that i was fine already, i just cant get mad that long....haha! then everything was fine in class....cl and i are fine edi, we talked and laughed, thats definately a GOOD SIGN!! then after skul i had interact meeting, i cabut half way, cuz got bored edi....hehe. then i went up to the canteen to have my lunch and jolyne told me this funny joke that happen in the COH earlier....the few of them were in there talking, then boon aik said that jolyne definately wont like those hak hak(canto) skin guys, so theo sure got no chance already, at that time, theo was bouncing the ball, then he turn and look at boon aik and said this, if i hak hak, then u chun chun, which one better? hahaha....that was damm funny wei, i could imagine the way theo was saying it....after an hour or so....volcano erupted, laura got mad with jo.....jo oso got a little angry, then i kena oso for dunno why from both....and a few of the others, its hard when someone else critic ur friend, anyone of ur friend...u'll oso feel bad right? in the end, laura was still not fine and jo said she was fine, but i know she wasnt...but i gotta go for tuition edi...and kar mun boon aik and i was late for tuition, it start at 5, we reach there at 5.20 i think but luckily teacher just came....hooo! then during tuition class, boon aik fell asleep...chen lam was saying he never sleep whole nite still can tahan, boon aik a bit only sudah tumbang...haha!! so we made up this stupid plan bout waking him up, one was by putting the phone into his pocket, then we call and the phone will vibrate, stupid huh? another one was put it near to his face, once it vibrate, he will surely get a shocked of his life, then that time we all die! haha the last one was to wait till 7.15 when tuition end, if he still doesn't wake up....put the ipod at his ear and blast the song...hahaha! i noe, we are mean....but all 3 of this plan failed! he woke up...grrr!! nvm we try again next week....haha! then came home....had some problem to solve, and i'm glad that the history didnt repeat....if it did, i dunno wat am i going to do at that time....last but not least, at last i told jolyne bout how i felt, each time u face difficulties, beside ur parent, of cos u wish ur best friend will understand u or comfort u and stuff.....i told her bout how i wish she would be more understanding and be there for me when i need her, i know she's not good in comforting ppl....but at least care.....i noe she's not in a mood today, consider this is the one of those few days i see her having a bad mood....and i hope so laura and her will be fine tomorrow....haven really done any study yet...better go do before i fall to the bed...haha! bye ppl, some advice, control ur temper or feelings....try thinking of others before making a move....be more reasonable to others, not everyone is wrong, but of cos not everyone is right too. thats all.....BYE!!

Trust.....

.......Trust was all a friend need from other friends, but i didn't give that to u....eventhough i may say a thousand time that i'm sorry, it still wont heal the pain that i put u going thru ri, adn being ur close friend, i didnt trust u, i was talking behind ur back, i tried ways to make u let go, but like u said, its over edi, it's the past....eventhough u still love me so much, but u know wat u have to do....i know among all, i was the one that hurt u so badly, being so NOT understanding, being so MEAN, being so dumb to not even TRUST u....i know ur pissed at me more than anyone else, but wat more can i say, if only i could go back time to stop the pain ur going thru...

Trust is what a friend need from another friend....

Trust means believing in ur friend for whatever things he/she does....

Trust is what a close friend need when others are against him/her....

Trust is something so important in every friendship we made.....

Trust means u believe in that person, and not easily change by other ppl talking about him/her....

I'm sorry for whatever i've done....and like we said yesterday, lets build the friendship again like we used to have last time....it may not be the same but it will make a differents...as for u asking what u've changed, don't bang me for that, cuz u did changed! ppl change, i change, u change, everyone does, u cant stay in the way u are now till the end of ur life......for whatever other ppl ask u about me....i cant much cuz the mouth is theirs, i cant do anything about it.....from all of us.. we are sorry....u may still think its justa bullshit saying sorry, but thats wat i wanna tell u now...

weird, funny day....

let's just say today was a weird, and oso a funny day....wwe helped the form 4 to bulid gadget till 6.30..when my plan was to stay for a while, and go home around 3-4....but once again i changed my mind and decided to stay, somehow at that time, i just didn't felt like going home....before that skul was ok la...happy thing was, i noe how to do add math....haha!! sad thing was, my elvin CONNED me again! he said he'll return me my 5bucks few days ago...but now he say maybe need to pay more for skul fee, cuz of SPM smtg....then we did this stupid, boring karangan question....but thanks to boon aik, i finished it! Lots of funny thing happen today when we were helping out to build the gadget....but not so suitable to write it out on the blog page....lets just keep it to my own and to the rest k, i'm tired edi, after building gadget, came back home, eat, watch tv then went up to my room and do my homeworks and study....its a good sign, dont worry! cant stand edi, need to sleep edi....bye ppl....good nite! oh ya, Happy Burfday to my cousin, Jin Wai and oso to Marvin the donkey....haha! no offence...:P

wow...guess wat, i woke up at 11.30 this morning, was i that tired? haha.....we had troop meeting yesterday, i went to sri ganesh to buy raffia, but wasnt enough, and i didnt have enough money...nvm la. then back to skul, then julian say not enough, obviously i noe that...fine! go again, this time i went to 14...walked all the way there and walked all the way back to skul.....i was really tired at that time, and my scout shoe got lubang one...walked oso pain!haih...then when i was back, everyone was at the field edi, telematch...then finish at 12.30, we had meeting after that till 3+, sze jin was oso there, and he gave a lot of advices to us which will help us in our future....and the good news is, sze jin spent us 4 box of pizzas, i was already damm hungry, then meeting was goingon, cannot eat...haih, the smell of the pizza was making me EVEN hungry!! after meeting, jojo, dpa, julian and i went home around 4.35 when jojo's dad came...by then it was already raining heavily....thats all for the day i guess. Today i woke up and did my studies, then went out for lunch with yun hsi then came back to study, yeah....i got to eat the new walls ice cream, the cow smtg one!! haha....COW!! ok going a bit hyper edi....thats all for the day....tired edi, bed time!~

living thru another day....

another day GONE! today....wat happen today? nth much i guess, we had assembly as usual, i take care of the form 2, which is suppose to be easy but budak-budak ini semua, tak faham bahasa one...cuz they all sit in 3rows, when they go back to class, traffic jam at the stairs at block A...so we had prefect meeting yesterday and we decided to make it this way, 2rows go first then continue with the third row, so it wont be so traffic jam...BUT these form 2 are like rushing to go back class, we tell them how are we gonna send them back, after that the third line turns into rojak and all walk their own way back to class...grrr!!! beside jejarum i guess the rest oso the same...haha. then had PJ, nth much....as usual its pn maha so got jokes in the PJ period la...then sejarah, ya wei....i noe sejarah!! haha....study bab 1 already mar, roughly noe wat teacher is talking about la....:D then BM....boring! then recess, then physics.....study a bit never study a bit...mr ng mar....haha. then the form 3 had their post mortem for patrol camp...deepa talked the longest wei....from the first day till the last day, all in details! more than 20min i think...if she wasnt going home edi, i think she can still continue.....haha! oh ya, i think dpa is fine with jojo and i edi...good sign! then went to MCD for "lunch" it was more of like tea break...haha, went with jojo and kar mun, then we saw yan qin, his working as a trainee at delifrance in SS2...then went home, tution at 7.30-9.30 then went yam cha with jia yuan and yun hsi till 10.15 i think, just behind our house...hehe. then the end lor...Troop meeting 2moro....*yawn* got to wake up early...haih! yeepee....i found all my babies already...my rackets la.....! haha....if i lost it, im so gonna cry....! :D

here i am once again.....i'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend....haha! no la, i'm not sad or anything...just entertaining myself, so how's everyone? I'm close to great i guess, today i've been a good girl in skul i guess, i did my work, be in class, pay attention to teacher, I'm sure Mr Con Man(Mr.Elvin) is feeling happy for me...haha! anyway, nth much happen today la. only the time when we were going back home, wasn't really a happy journey home...my frens and i was waiting for bus after meeting n stuff, then suddenly i saw my dad's car....well, of cos i take the ride home, along with jia yuan, kar mun and yun hsi. There are times when u need to jaga kelakuan sendiri, be serious and all....but that all didnt happen in the car, yun hsi was playing all along, so did jia yuan. they were playing la...like we always do, BUT! come on.....there is a parent in front of u, mind ur manners and respect plz....dont memalukan diri sendiri. I told them 3 times, enough! stop it....but they didnt listen, and act like nothing happen....after they went home, i sort of kena from my dad...saying about them. I agree and disagree with my dad in some of the things he said. anyway, they are still my fren, his still my dad right...haha! we are already form 5, so be like one! haha....then we went to the playground in the evening, long time since i've been there, then habib came, we went to the church area to lay basketball....haha! yea, i won Boon Aik this time! then came home, makan, then study then BLOGGING....hehe, and now, time to say good nite, and sweet dreams.....zzzZZZ

Am i?

Am i thinking too much? why suddenly i feel so far away from my friends? Am i thinking too much? why suddenly i feel like they have changed? or am i the one that changed? i know people change, but ....i dunno wat to say.... i dont even know whether i'm doing the right thing or not....For CL that case, i can't say anything bout it, it just somehow turns out that way.....its actually the same thing between me and him....he'll somehow act cold when he sees me, and i'll somehow shoot him whenever he says something.....i dunno why! It's not that i hate him or something, somehow it just did turn out this way!! everyone is telling me different kind of story, which one do u want me to believe, even he himself is telling me another kind of story.....all i can do is just listen. ok, lets quit that topic!

Just know a good fren of mine came online....as usual, we'll talk happily, then i ask her wat she wanna be after SPM? she said dunno, i told her......its time for u to think already, she say she will...i ask when? she said dunno...so i gave her a date line, which is this coming wednesday, but of cos we are talking online, i cant see how her reaction was, but come on....knew her so many years already, can figure out how her reaction can be right? this things need time to think la, u think one two days time can figure out one mer? yea, obviously u cant, but u had a long time, but u couldn't think of anything, so i gave her a date line, anyway, it just kinda make me feel sad, sometimes things are just like that huh, u were just trying to care for someone that means a lot to u, but yet....they dont take it seriously. i just felt weird at that moment.....as if like they didnt care about watever u have to say to them...yea, u may say thank you for the concern n stuff but somehow u just felt like it didnt really mean anything to them....can anyone tell me whether am i wasting my time caring for them? AM I? and i was talking to KM earlier on, i felt like we were so far away from each other, not like last time.....even dpa, i dunno wat the hell did i do? or am i thinking too much that it was my fault that she didn't wanna talk to me? or she had some other reason for it? sometimes, people may not know that a simple word, or sentence can hurt another person's feeling....it may not be their fault for saying so, they just did indirectly without them noticing that they did.... i was looking thru my contact list on msn to see who can i talk to, but there was no one....surprisingly not even KM this time, xen is no longer here to help me. who elsE?

I am who I am...

First of all, I'm Yeang Shin, and not some other ppl! so don't compare me and my cousins, I am who i wanna be! not them! they are my cousins, i luv them but dont compare us, each and everyone of us are different, we are all good in something, u may thing that i'm wasting my time or wat so ever, i don't care! as long as i know wat am i doing, and my dad knows, it's enough! I'm tired of explaining myself....before i can even explain, u ppl has already put a full stop, wat more can i say? Today i went for badminton with my cousin(danny) to catholic skul for his training....i know the coach, mr chew....he teach in SBA(Selangor Badminton Association) oso wan.... cant believe he still remember me...then we were talking bout last time, and suddenly i regret letting it go 5 years ago, maybe that was the way i should have went, if i went to Bukit Jalil skul last time, n i continue playing....i guess i'm at the same stage as Hui Lin, MSSM level, i miss the time when i was playing for selangor and stuff...but everything is too late now...if i continue when i was in form 3, maybe i could still play....now time to go read my malay novel, konserto terakhir....haha! bye....=p

rainy day..

Holiday again!! just started the studying fever, holiday again!! haih... Today we had a long long long assembly...stand until leg pain man! more than one hour. Pn che pah really can talk wei.....haha! then we had our rumah sukan meeting, we elected
-President :: Niti
-Vice President :: Jun Hoe( yeepee!!) haha...
-Secretary :: Marina ( suppose to be Lin Yi, change post to
Volleyball captain)
-Tresurer :: Yeang Shin, ME!! haih....
the rest go find out urself la, dont remember...haha!
then had bm clas, then recess....then physic!! the sleeping class...then it was time to go home already, mr ng was still teaching in front, we keep telling him, teacher times up!! he ignore us, then he look at the time, not 1.10 meh? aiyo!! after that, we had photo session for magazine commitee, so everyone was rushing in and out of the den, then the girls was in the coh room changing, then i lazy to go knock the door, i go qm room(easy right) haha...then ee may came, then went knocking on coh room door, saying 'im a girl' then went in...haha! then after i was done, the boys toon over the qm room, then later boon aik's turn, knocking on qm room door, then say im a boy...haha! became like a password. then wan pin was knocking on coh door, saying im a girl....open up! haha...then took photo then bye...the end. we went to canteen for lunch. then went home around 2.45 i think.....early ler? haha...good girl mar....oh ya, didnt say about dpa....seriously i dunno wat happen to her? she sort of not talking to jolyne n i....i ask her yesterday, are u mad at me or smtg? she say nth, but come on!! its not the first day i noe u...u cant lie...but since she insisted that she's fine, fine la...i just apologize thats it...then jolyne was saying during lunch, dpa's not talking to me either, wat did we do....sook yan say she's fine...dunno la. i did my part, so dont come blaming me for not taking the time to go check out wats wrong...then slept in the afternoon, grandma came back from auusie around 5.30....yea!! she's back, got home cook food to eat at last! then was suppose to go for chemistry tuition, but the it rain so heavily, daddy say dont have to go, surprisingly he say dont need to go...haha, so yun hsi, kar mun and jia yuan hang out in the hse till 8.10 i think...at the same time, the hse was damm crowded!! cuz ah ma came back, so everyone came by for dinner....haha! the end....good nite! cow feeling sleepy already....

School!!!!

Back to skul mood everyone? well, i think i am! now, my class seems to be like THE HAPPENING CLASS!!! haha, yea and also the critical clas, why? because of the gang(yun hsi, siew hong, jia yuan, chen lam, wan pin, joo kung), add rama, habib, irshad n the girls.....hmmm! yea, thats why its critical. u may not noe who all this ppl is, but its ok. its my blog right? can write wtv i want.....Today, i got the best news of all!! Pn Lean is no longer teaching us! yea!!! and the best part is, she's in the afternoon session!! haha, meaning she can never complain anything about me to my aunt anymore!! haha....n we got Pn Salmiah...the nice teacher, i told Kal and Syaza, it seems like we are going back to the beginning of last year when we were in 4C, and i start to luv my class.....haha! I'm gonna keep the promise that i made to jojo and daddy, and i'm gonna keep it!! feeling kinda hyper actually, haha...not bad huh? sick still so hyper.....haha. Went to 14 around 5 just now, with henry, kar mun and boon aik to popular, saw hui jing. surprisingly, i always see her around huh? then went to MCD to get ice-cream.....YUP!! ICE-CREAM!! when i'm actually sick, and not suppose to be going so...but, nvm la...eat already first then see how, haha. Grandma coming back in 2 days time.....great! got nice home cook food to eat at last...miss her, and her cooking....:D, ok wanna sleep early. and its raining outside, best time to sleep.....zzzZZ....haha! good nite ppl. Take care.

A whole new year.....

Happy New Year everyone!!! i just woke up, thought of writing my blog and here i am now, another new morning today, skul start tomorrow!!!! that means SPM is another step closer to us.....I went Ikano on the 31st for countdown. But i still prefer to go KLCC, i think it look nicer, and u can actually feel the ground shaking when they launch the fireworks. hehe....then we were stuck in ikano till 2.45 i think, traffic jam!!! arrr.......then went to my cousin's hse to stay overnight and play PS2 till 5 in the morning...haha! then slept till 10am. then went out for breakfast then i came home, got things to do. went n work in the afternoon for just two hours, the thing that i like bout this job is, u dont have a fixed time to come to work, if u dont come today, its ok! damm flexible......but sometimes damm sien! cuz the ppl there just do and do, dont really talk. but of cos, got sushi to entertain me a bit la.....haha! then around 4, the both of us wanted to go yam cha, then it rained the whole night...haih. then we stayed in the hse till 6+, along with boon aik, then went out with umbrellas for dinner. haha...then we played a bit under the rain, it was kinda fun....but, i think i caught a cold already! haih......went out again after i came back from dinner, went out with my uncle and aunt, at first the plan was to work from 8-10, then we go home watched pearl harbor...but then i came home almost 10..haha! then watched the O.C and Pearl Harbor till 1.30......then sleep till now!!! haha......


*a whole new year everyone, all the best in everything that u do in the future. thanks for taking the time to come read my blog.....:D